i have a confession to make.....

Yeahhh..yeahh..like da title suggest, i really wanna make an innocent confession n i want da whole world to know about it..so that they won't regret da way i do.. so that they can start it right n never complaint about turning back da time..dis post is especially dedicated to,knk2 yg blum tamat skolah..cewahh..budget mcm rmai ja org nk bca :)
haaa~ kewriusss x.??aiseyhhh..
truth to be told : i miss my previous school..i miss maahad mahmud..s0b3 T_T
surely i know, once i finished my high school,i will miss it..

i thought, i will miss my friends, the leisure time we had,the crimes dat we commit(like not finishing homework and pretended to be innocent), the gossiping time we shared, all da good n da bad time dat teach me da meaning of "friend" or more precisely "sahabat" ,maybe..

i thought i wil miss my teachers, da one dat always know how to attract my attention n make me stay focus, da one who able to increase my curiousity level, da one dat trust in my ability, da one dat know how naughty i am and is still smiling at me, da one who scold me and break my heart into pieces ,da one who care and dun know how to show it..

i thought i will miss my school for all these reasons..n dat's it.. i will move on, and a lot more interesting life will be waiting for me..if i miss my friends, i can text them. if i miss my teachers, i can visit them..
yeah..no big deal..

not that i realize,there are something else that i will miss so muchhh..sumthing that i only know how worthy it is when i got into my foundation studies.. u know,my college(kolej mara kuala nerang!)  is very cool.. despite of it location  in so unfamous rural areas,it is actually cool..the lecturers are superb!the facilities are alright..the programmes are great..
there is nothing much i can complaint about it,except i have this unexplainable longing towards sumthing..yeahh.."jiwaku rasa kosongg..kosongg~" aiseyhh.. but ,yes..EMPTY..dat's what i feel..
apa yg kurang??i guess my soul is hungry..tnpa tarbiyahh,pndai2 la kau nk idop..
of coz,di sini jgk ada pngajian islam,tp x sma dgn maahad..!seriuss x sama..
sbb tu la,kak dilah nk sgt bgtaw kt adik2 yg tgh blajar kt skolah agama tuhh..cewahh..gaya mkcik2 bg nsihat.hehe..
tp serius ni..hrgailah klas agama yg ada kt skolah u all..setiap sbject,x kisah la,hadith ka,usul fiqh ka,tafsir ka..hargailah setiap satu darinya..ingt,kita blajar bukan utk exam ja,bukan utk sekadar tahu ,tapi ni lah bekalan kita utk hidup di dunia ni..haaa~ dlu kak dila ingt subjek akademik sgt brguna kt dunia ni,tp akak x tahu subjek agama rupanya lg byk gunaa..cuba try apply admath dlm daily life,pastu compare ngn apply let say hadith dlm hidup..mna lg senang?mna lg praktikal? ehh2..subjek akademik still pnting ,cuma jgn lupa sumthing yg sma pnting..dlu subject academic scored with flying colours tp subjek agama cukup2 mkn jaa..dulu, i blaja juz sbb bnda tu kna blajar..never dat i really appreciate it..x prnah btul2 fikir why do i learn dis,n how to apply in my life..kat mulut,al-ilmu bila a'malin kassyajari bila samarin..ilmu tnpa amal ibarat pokok x berbuah..walaupn tahu,x terkesan di hatiii..never dat i know how much i will need it..tu lahh..if i appreciate dis subjects dlu, xda la nk berangan2 tringin nk msuk klas agama blik skrg ni..

adik2 tahu x,once u start your university life,you will control your life. You will decide on everything.Nk pergi usrah,suka ati..xdak sapa nk pksa..Dlu cegu2 sibuk ajak adik2 dgr ceramah kt dewan,skrg ni,pndai2 sniri la nk cari ceramah utk tmbah ilmu didada..rugii la..kat skolah byk pluang,ustaz2 yg ajaq suma experts..rugi kalau x amik pluang yg ada dlm klas utk btul2 sematkn ilmu tu di hati..x kan nk tunggu tua baru nk faham agama kita?kat fb ,meriah ja tulis,islam is da way of life..tp btulkah stiap kata2 ,tingkah laku, pemakaian ,pemakanan kita itu ,melambangkan Islam?

adik..kak dila,da smbung degree kt RCMP..kat sini,kak jumpa rmai org2 yg baek2 yg bukan dari skola agama pn,tp mula mngenal agama sejak umur 19,20,21..thn n sumthing like dat..sapa ckp umur 19 tuh muda?? da x muda tp blom trlmbat utk brmulaa..tp adik2 yg blum mncapai umur ni,why not start now?rugi ohh kalau kat skola tutup aurat tp x fhm pn kenapa kna pakai mcm tu? so,adik2 yg btul2 muda n fresh ni,grab da chance.. !

msti adik2 ingt hadis ni kan,pemuda yg dimaksudkn adalah golongan remaja..yaa..kita2  la tu :)

Dari Abu Hurairah R.A. dari Nabi SAW, beliau bersabda:

"Tujuh (macam tanda orang) yang Allah menaungi mereka pada Hari Kiamat, yang pada hari itu tidak ada sesuatupun naungan (yang melindungi) kecuali naungan Allah, yaitu:

1 imam yang adil,

2 pemuda yang selalu beribadat kepada Allah laki-laki yang mengingat Allah di tempat yang sunyi lalu bercucuran air matanya,

3 laki-laki yang hatinya tersangkut di mesjid.

4 Dua orang laki-laki yang saling kasih-mengasihi karena Allah,

5 mereka berkumpul karena Allah dan berpisah karena-Nya,

6 laki-laki yang diajak berbuat serong oleh seorang wanita yang mempunyai kedudukan atau wanita cantik, ia berkata, sesungguhnya aku takut kepada Allah,

7 dan laki-laki yang memberikan suatu sedekah ia menyembunyikan sedekahnya itu sehingga tangan kirinya tidak mengetahui yang telah diperbuat tangan kanannya".

(HR riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

sebenarnya,kak dila xda niat nk bg ceramah..cuma terbeletiaq skett..hehe
serius,sy rindu blajar agama secara sistematik mcm kt skola dlu..bg yg msih ada pluang.jgn sia2kn..

p/s: rush byk bnda i nk cita kt y0u..nti i update yaw :D